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I hate the things I do.
I hate the things I say.
I hate the things I don't say.
I hate my hypocrisy.
I hate how much I take advantage of Your grace.
I hate how I don't appreciate how you forget my sin.
I know you forget my sin.
But I still hate it.
I hate my flesh.
I hate this dirtclod-of-a-body that deigns to the world like clockwork.
I sin.
I sin so much.

I hate it.